Even with the incident with a stripper she stayed with me. I couldn’t figure out why it wasn’t until years later that it became clear to me. I think for the most part she hoped I would change become a better man, but she knew who I was when we started dating prior to us getting married. Of course I promised I would and in my mind I told myself I could deep down I knew this is unrealistic. The job I had at this point allowed me a lot of freedom and flexibility in my scheduling. It also gave me access do a lot of women that would randomly be attracted to me I’ll make a comment that would stir interest within me. There was always daily flirting are comments made to gain a reactions by them or garnish a response to show their interest. There are a lot of quickie situations I didn’t even know their names I don’t really care.
Incubus's journeys 