2003 – distant lovers

This entire year was spent mainly with Snow White and we had a pretty good relationship going. She was married but went above and beyond to see me take care of me and care for me. I took every opportunity to see her as well and we’re very very sexual. It’s always been an excitement for me besides having married women tell me they love me, to hearing them say for example; “you’re the only one that gets to fuck my ass”, or ” this pussy is all yours”. Of course as much as I saw Snow White there were times when she was not around and I would go to clubs and pick up someone. I decided to do a lot of online dating, which really isn’t dating more chatting and getting naked on occasions. It surprised me the amount of drama that also is involved jealousy of some of the women on the sites. There are two women in particular 1 in Arizona and went to Pennsylvania that I spent considerable time talking too. Oddly enough they knew each other off the site despise each other how are you jealous when I would talk to you the other one. Of course this work towards my advantage and it was rather nice to have the battling for my affections. The female from Arizona actually traveled through a location I was at while I was in training in a different state. We were able to actually make it work to a met up one night, the meeting is rather short was still quite enjoyable the anxiety at built up so much in her that when I first met her she couldn’t resist Kissing right off the bat. We ended up going back to her hotel spend the night together. This was a long distance relationship they ended up lasting about five years. In fact later that year I travel through Arizona on the way to California to visit family. I stopped to visit her and had one of the most memorable thoughts when it comes to her happen. She was obsessed with oral sex and I was more than willing to let her perform . My best memory was her performing oral sex on me through two complete episodes of game of thrones first-season when it first came out. Ever since that time I’ve loved to watch game of thrones.

2002 – Disneyland

With the divorce final I ended up moving about 20 miles away I want to see my son on occasion. She wouldn’t let me take him for any length of time as she stated she wanted to keep him away the tramps that I would be seeing. It was during this time lie discovered the joy of the internet and dating sites. I joined a few and started online conversations with women all over the country. I was able to connect with one female locally that became very special to me and I refer to her as Snow White. She was his little tiny 5 ft power house full of energy now we quickly built a strong sexual relationship. Even as that was progressing with online dating I was talking to maybe half a dozen women to include video caming. It surprised me even on the dating sites the jealousy among the women over who I was talking to and in contact with. I was still in contact does my ex-wife and son as she had the house and I’ll go there on occasion to help her fix something or do something there. You are not on good terms but I did I did my best to ignore her outbursts. Snow White was my main focus that year as well as the online flirting. I would go to a club occasionally with a buddy of mine and I did meet a female that I was able to hook up with a couple of times. As much as I enjoy your company it was her friend that I was after but unfortunately was never able to get the job done. I also met a single mom that really wanted companionship, it’s funny because she videotaped us one time she said for personal use and later told me does someone accidentally saw it. She mentioned that they were in the porn business I doubt that she and I should make a video for that. I declined but I think her full attention the whole time was wanting to make videos of herself fucking. I eventually stopped seeing her just because I didn’t trust her motives.

1998 – false realities

Even with the incident with a stripper she stayed with me. I couldn’t figure out why it wasn’t until years later that it became clear to me. I think for the most part she hoped I would change become a better man, but she knew who I was when we started dating prior to us getting married. Of course I promised I would and in my mind I told myself I could deep down I knew this is unrealistic. The job I had at this point allowed me a lot of freedom and flexibility in my scheduling. It also gave me access do a lot of women that would randomly be attracted to me I’ll make a comment that would stir interest within me. There was always daily flirting are comments made to gain a reactions by them or garnish a response to show their interest. There are a lot of quickie situations I didn’t even know their names I don’t really care.

1997 – brick by brick

This year I’ll still and the military part time, but she had gotten out. The Weeknd military activities gave me a lot of opportunity to interact with young females. That was one that we just gotten and she arrived almost 18 oh, she was very nice and very attractive. It was not until the actual date of her 18th birthday that I made any attempt with her. We had our weekend exercise as you were saying a location for the night I decided to stay as well. I offered to take her everyday dinner and she agreed we had a very nice time. Once we got back to base, I offered to help her relax with massage I even asked because it was her birthday if she would feel more comfortable at a hotel. She was not even rather hesitant but she played along with me knowing I was married. She allowed me to give her a back massage and of course this allowed me to reach around and play with her breasts, to my surprise she turn around I gave me a blowjob. It was rather exciting knowing they just a few hours earlier she had just turned 18. About two months later the very first awkward situation arose when she met my wife and son. For whatever reason when they met my son did some action, in which the girl responded with I see he’s a breast man like his father. Why she said that jealousy, anger, awkwardness I have no idea. But it’s here I realized that my wife never forgets anything. Of course I did my best to play it off. Later on that year there was another female that I was attracted to that work for me. It took everything I could how to pursue her. I was doing good until one evening as we were driving together she mentioned that she was enjoying her job. Last what it was she told me she worked at a strip club. I took this as an indication that she knew that I was attracted to her and it was her way of saying go for it. And I was correct to my interpretation. I flirted with her for a little while until I could arrange a way for us to be together for a little while. With some assistance from my boss I was able to rent for her and I sneak off for a little bit. Once we did she hinted that she had piercings of course I asked her where, she rather quickly dropped a pass he showed me her pussy piercing. She had gorgeous huge breasts there are also pierced, it was not long before she was riding me and I had her breasts slapping my face. This encounter only lasts at once which was apparently long enough because shortly after that she called my house saying she was pregnant I needed my assistance for an abortion, guess who answer the phone… correct it was not me. Of course my wife did not take this news well, but after and not very long. She was able to deal with it but again she never forgot. We stayed together but this is another brick being added to the wall that has come between us throughout the years. It was a rather good to hear I still think about that stripper I’ve actually tried throughout the years to reconnect with her unsuccessful.

1996 – better then Disneyland

I’ve done my best to recollect as much as I could throughout the years. I know there’s woman that I forgot to mention on here, I think there’s one marriage I forgot to mention as well. This was a year that I married wife number 5 of this I’m certain because it’s marriage has been like the the most wildest ride you could ever imagine in the way of relationships. She assumed that she could change me, and I was attracted to her knowing that she was emotionally damaged. When we got married later this year she was pregnant with my son oh, My first son legally by marriage. At this time she was a sexual dynamo and a very outgoing person. We had a very social relationship and there were times when I can sense her jealousy. Things were fairly quiet this year.

1995 – here comes a toxic relationship

As the year started, I was continuing to see the screamer this thing between my wife and I grew rougher, eventually we separated and shortly afterward we file for divorce. I had an empty room apartment so of course I rent it out of course it was to a female of course it led toward sex. She had boyfriend that would come over and when he wasn’t there we would engage in fucking as muche as often as possible. She eventually introduced me to a married friend of hers apparently was in dire need of a fun relationship. She was okay to hang out with but became attached way too quickly. As much as I enjoy a challenge and I enjoy the married woman fall in love with me this one was a little too extreme for me. She knew I drove past your house on the way to work I want to call and tell me she saw me driving by. I play with her as long as possible and eventually had to cut her free. That summer during one of my military exercises I met someone they caught my eye that has led 20 years plus of a toxic love/hate relationship. At this point I was already in my mid-thirties she was 19 years old and seemed very bubbly but at the same time I’m emotionally damaged which of course I use charge my advantage. She was very attractive and the center of everybody’s attention so I was very surprised and she agreed to go out with me. She knew I’ll see you in the screamer cuz you see me walk around with her but it didn’t seem to bother her. The night went out wasn’t quite like I expected dinner was okay we drank a little better to bar and we went to a park. I fucked her in my car and took her outside and fucked her on a picnic bench. And that’s pretty much all the truck looking back I’m not sure if I would have asked her out because I’m still with her now but you’ll hear more about our relationship and how it progressed in up coming messages. When the summer exercise is over I went back home, I continue to see her as well as the screamer. What time the relationship with the screamer faded and I started to see wife number four on a permanent basis. She would come over on the weekends and stay with me and when she wasn’t there I still enjoyed the company of my roommate. Shortly after that it was a woman downstairs that caught my attention small little petite female that I started talking too. As I started talking to her more and more my tension towards my future wife grew less and ended up breaking up with her. For about 2 months I dated the woman downstairs, she was married but her husband was overseas. She was working at the local strip joint I mentioned a while back. which was fantastic as they gave me free access to the strip joint to see her and to meet some of her friends. She was a tiny little sexual dynamo that like everything as freaky as you could. After the short periid of time with her she ended up moving away when her and her husband start having issues. For whatever reason I reach back out to my future wife that I broke it up with and we rekindled their relationship. one thing about her she’s always had the sense of when I was doing something wrong and she knew that broke up with her to see the girl downstairs yes she came back to me. I think for the most part she thought I would change but little did she know it was never going to happen. Our relationship continue to grow until eventually I asked her to marry me and she agreed.

1994 – new career

This year I travel back to the US still but my wife have you settled in the Pacific Northwest. Shortly after arriving I got myself a fancy car which seemed to draw quite a bit of attention. Remember exiting the freeway Monday and truck pulls up next to me male and female he rolls the window down ask me if I want to party with her. I have nothing going on that day so I agreed. Find out of the truck and get my car I drove to a vacant lot. No idea what her name was didn’t really matter long brown hair attractive young thing she proceeded to give me a blowjob. I’m not sure if I mentioned before but I’ve never in my life come by way of a blow job which works to my advantage as it seems like a challenge for some women. She wore herself out by stroking and sucking on me and me never finishing. After 45 minutes I gave her some cash continue my day. This year was rather uneventful as I transition to a new career. I was grateful for a local strip club which at full nudity and lap dances could always give me a dick squeeze or bare nipple to kiss. I still continue military training but on time part time basis. Most of the exercises to take me out of town for the weekend. I soon meet female who would go to these exercises with me and live locally to where the exercises were conducted. Instead of being confined did exercise location I can go back to spend evenings with her. She was a young single mother I enjoy passing time with her. The one notable thing I remember about her is how vocal she was during sex. That in itself didn’t bother me what I found peculiar what’s your desire to keep the windows open knowing that her mother lives across the street. When I talk about her being vocal I’m very confident fat people down the street to include her mother could hear us when we fucked. Has this year came to an end tension between me and wife begin to build and I was ready to get rid of her too. I have often been characterized that’s completely heartless non-emotional. I’m not sure where this came from but at times I have to agree with that assessment. Through all my marriages it is I who initiates the divorces as I tire of them.

1993 – Good bye old country

So far within my career I had quite a bit of time in Germany. Little did I know this will be my last year there for a long long time. Is last year there was a lot of transitional changes within the service which didn’t affect me too much overall I continue to do what I do. There’s no one relationship that stood out during this time. I continued sexual relations with numerous married women finding single women American and German as well. The Berlin Wall I just come down a while back so Europe was transitioning and it was kind of chaotic but it was cool same time. Is this your ended I wasn’t ready to leave but I hope I’ll be able to come back and I did with a vengeance.

1992 – taste of Texas

This year had you in my favorites as I got to meet and spend time with one of my favorite sex toys. She was a ditzy blonde from Texas with a sexy accent of course she was blond and she had huge huge breasts that’s used to have to double wrap whenever we we’re exercising. She work for me and at first we didn’t get along I was attracted to her from the get-go but I personalities did not click. Eventually I called her office I told her but I think part of the issue was attracted to her she sat there quietly and ask him if I really was. I told her I found a very attractive but I would try not to project at work. of course this was all part of my plan just to make her aware of my feelings and to get her thinking about it as well. She has married to a guy who I couldn’t stand the total geek I only met him on a few occasions. She had one of the best personalities of anybody I knew she was a nudist carefree and definitely not the smartest person in the world, but a sexual sexual dynamo and we really enjoyed ourselves together. There were times ride to go to her house we have sex there or sex in my office if somebody would come by and she have to hide under my desk or climb into a locker which I found quite amusing that she was willing to do that. In case I haven’t mentioned it two things I enjoyed we’re blondes and big breasts there’s another female I worked with she was not a blond but she had these massive football shaped breasts that were stunning to look at. She definitely did not have an attractive face but everybody was to die for whatever reason she married a fellow co-worker that was about as simple looking as she was there are very odd couple, but my interest what is the fact that she was married and her breast. I started to playfully talk to her she was very timid and self-conscious about her breasts but one day out of the blue I mentioned I found her attractive I can see your eyes light up, I’m not sure if it’s because of me or because of a lack of attention directed at her instead of her breasts. Once I mention that I like her the turnaround was quick I ended up fucking on my desk and I was amazed by her breast. I had to have a ride me so that her breasts would slap me in the face and I cpuld suck on her massive nipples. So having her occasionally as well as the Texas blond were highlights of my year. I’ve always had a fondness for Texas accents and for whatever reason the girls having blond was incredible breasts. That’s one reason I do call Texas home. Meanwhile my wife and I are still experimenting playing with bondage she enjoyed when I tied her up used wax, wipes and toys on her. She was very small frame so I could easily contort and position her any way possible. She loves anal and I was happy to oblige. As with most of my wife’s except for the first one there was a significant age difference. Which allowed me to teach and mold them in their sexual experiences. One thing I became good at is reading people, reading their weaknesses and using that to my advantage. Mayan state was always to have that married woman adore me want me against he town will and not be able to prevent yourself. Getting them to tell me they love me was the bonus.