This year started out rough but a lot of changes. My wife was transferred to another location about 3 hours away so I usually just see her on weekends. I truly think this year I should have invested in our revolving door at my house between the coworkers married wives German local. Nationals I was kept very very busy. Having the German girls come on base probably work out for the best because I could not get in unless we let them in so once I saw them they could no longer come back if I didn’t want them to. I found most of the German girls very uninhibited I’m very playful. I spent a lot of time at local lakes where topless bathing was allowed or some of the public pools or full nudity was allowed as well. I love to tan now I do what I could as often as possible to tan in the buff. I have never thought of myself as having a large penis but countless times I’ve had women say I was a biggest they’ve ever had. So of course it’s worked to my advantage when tanning nude. The German females were the easiest to spend time with once they knew I was American. No one event or female really stands out for that year but it was good to be back.

Has this year started it was all on preparation for a conflict. The build up for the gulf war meant long hours, lots of training and plenty of time for me to spend with single females. It offered me unlimited amount of time away from the house to do whatever I felt like doing. Besides the occasional German woman I would catch downtown and the married women I was still seeing, I was still having numerous women from my unit spend the night with me. Leaving for the gulf war turn out to be another pleasant experience for it’s there that I’ve discovered my need for chaos. What kind of magic go into combat that’s being stressful and unpleasant for the unexpected but I thrived and willingly enjoyed the experience. I made the most of every opportunity distill engage the sex but the female is our around me. I even went to extremes of partaking in advance that we’re rather unusual. Well my unit what’s stationary in middle of nowhere I would do overnight trips femoral building and take a female with me usually it was a female medic we had assigned to us again blond with large breasts. This work to my advantage bothan having sex with her as well as attention she Drew from the local Nationals which gave us access to areas most people didn’t have as well as other benefits. Utilizing her looks we were able to gain access to foreign bases eat at their facilities and barter for different items and souvenirs. That’s part of his morale trips good overnight at different locations one that became in norm for me was an Arkansas national guard medical unit which is full of females. The females but sunbathe during the day do the extreme heat, they even built a makeshift pool which was quite enjoyable to watch. I was able to engage in sexual relations with some of the females there as well. There were times when I was on guard duty with a female and we would pass the time with sex. I was surprised at the amount of sex that I was getting during this time. Combat was hell but I made the best of it. It’s here that I learned my second addiction the adrenaline rush of the unknown the unexpected in a combat situation. All too soon the experiences over how sent back to Europe.

As you continue towards a divorce, my freedom of being on my own allowed in plenty of time to sesrch for women. Besides the two married women I could occasionally be with there are women at my workplace that were showing interest in me. There are probably half a dozen single females but I met on occasion that are just one night stands. There were a few that I can count on to meet again and have sex with. Eventually another married woman appeared that was awaiting her husband to arrive in country so I knew my time was short so I take advantage of that time. I flirted with her quite often offering to help her get settled in a new place has she been praying for a husband to arrive. She was as cute little Alabama blond that had a hell of an attractive accent. After about a week she hinted that she was attracted to me and from there on we fucked steadily for a month-and-a-half until her husband arrived. One day a sweet little thing came by my office and started talking to me. For the next following days she kept on coming by innocently flirting but it was obvious to me. Eventually I invite her to my place and we fucked this was a start but my relationship with my next wife. She seemed innocent enough we should love to experiment and explore her sexuality. She enjoyed the games we had of bondage and for me to give her slight physical pain. She was living with a roommate that I found even more attractive than her. Her roommate had massive breast and I’ve always been a breast man. Whenever possible I would bite the roommate with us sometimes we go places we’re both of them were wearing skin tight black dresses and I would walk with both of them around my arms. At this point there was nothing sexual with a roommate she just enjoyed the attention. But that change with time as I would invite her over my place but I knew we could be alone to offer her massages or just to relax she enjoy the massages at first somewhat reluctant. With time she will lay on her stomach removing her bra exposing a bad back and I would push the boundaries as much as possible massaging her back and touching the size of her breasts we’re going down to her buttocks pulling up pants down slightly eversole more each time. Eventually I can fully expose her ass should have wiggle slightly out of her pants as I straddled her I took my cock out I push it down between your thighs still continuing to massage her. She made no movement to stop me as I massaged her I lift my hips up slightly then back down then back up then back down. This allowed my cock define her wetness and slip inside her pussy. Surprisingly it was until this time that she eventually rolled over and I saw how huge her breasts were. That evening a good time was had by all. That was the one and only time I was able to fuck her but it was so memorable. I continue to build a relationship with my future wife and we eventually decided to hang out with a male co-worker of mine and his wife and family. We will spend quite a bit of time with them watching movies hanging out occasionally they would throw a porno on and we all watch it quietly. After a while it became obvious his wife was interested in my future wife, I was fine with this but she was quite scared. I encouraged it at what time she submitted. Watch as you watch the movie they sat next to each other and begin to caress each other eventually kissing and his wife went down on her. He and I just watched enjoying the visual. With time we never swapped beyond that but there were times where I made love to my future wife and he made love to his wife on the same bed simultaneously. Unfortunately this is all short-lived because they had to leave country due to the illness of one of their kids. Later that year she and I went to Denmark and got married.

As a year started, how are still engaged in the three-way with my wife and a co-worker which is going quite well. As often as possible I’ll go see my wife’s co-workers wife and it amazes me her voracious sexual appetite is she still swore how much she loved her husband and it wasn’t right over her doing me even as she rode me and came repeatedly. It’s the fact that these wives love their husbands and at first swore they can never cheat and after I pursued them I was able to get them to fuck me regularly. With time the roommate coworker grew fonder and fonder of me and wanted more time for just her and I. I obliged her as much as I could and a situation was working out quite nicely. That all changed when she became pregnant. We end up getting her an abortion overseas I never share that information with my wife. But this led to a strain my relationship with her and she eventually moved out and got a place of her own. I can still see her on occasion but it wasn’t like it was before. Shortly after she left my wife and I start hanging out with a couple that lived below us. She was a skinny little blonde again my favorite that was pregnant and they were pretty fun couple. Whenever we got together it would drink a lot and I would sit there braiding her long blonde hair. She enjoyed me doing there and I enjoyed it as a way of being closer to her. With time I wish I go on there when he was not around and braiding her hair and talking to her. Eventually I took the chance and ask her if I could kiss your neck she had no objection. This led to me fondling her swollen breasts and kissing her more. Whether it was the fact that she was pregnant and horny or just horny I don’t know. The first time I fucked her I remember her blaring Def Leppard on the radio which was your favorite band and she commented actual screaming oh Joe that the lead singers name was Joe as well. She was very playful I’m very petite even while pregnant. I remember one memorable position I had her against the wall I pulled her up while facing her with her legs in my shoulders and my face buried between her thighs. Unfortunately not too long after that occasionn I ended up moving out I separated from my wife. She had started an affair with a co-worker at work which became a little too serious for both of us. The co-worker that I gotten pregnant eventually moved in with my wife and they slept together. I was still able to occasionally fuck that co-worker but it was not that often. As she and I order divorce I started seeing women at my place of work.

As I arrived back in Europe with a new wife, she was also military so we were both quite busy. I enjoyed her company while with her but always strayed while away. My flirtation and searching for women was at this point a constant high. There were women from work I would playfully tease and joke with. Getting them to expose themselves or give me a blowjob on late nights became common. My wife and I still spent alot of time travelling and engaging in sexual acts in open areas and public places. We soon had a coworker of hers move into our spare room. And as you can figure the flirtation started. At first she resisted out of loyalty to my wife but we eventually worked last that. We became sexual and her within the house was a true convenience. I eventually hinted to my wife to I let her sleep in our bed as she was all by herself in the room next door. It turned out quite well as I would love to both women and they performed in each other. On nights one was not home I still could bed the other. Both worked in the same bldg and we spent alot of time with her coworker after hours. One couple intrigued me, they were always together eating matching gym clothes and color coordinated every day. It bothered me yet I went after her see if I could get her to cheat on her one true love. At this point in time it should be obvious I seek women that should sleep with me for the challenge and to get them to say the impossible to me ” I love you”. Those words mean nothing to me but are a way to play on their emotions. I don’t think I have ever loved anyone. It took a lot visits to their house when I knew he was working and I could get away. I flirted and teased, making small passes as she professed her love for her husband. Yet, she would comment about me being erect and how nothing was going to happen. She never told her husband about our visits so I continued. The day we eventually fucked I thought she was going to break my dick off, she attacked like a ravenous tiger. She deep throated me and rode me like Sea bisquit. She was a welcome addition to my spare time. The year was ending well and new year will be better.

This year started with a visit over the holidays to visit family in California. While there I went to visit wife number one to see how she was doing, we talked all day spent the day together her and I and our daughter. She was living with her mother and a father and struggling to make ends meet. How to spend the day together I’m finally getting my daughter to sleep in a room I was able to get my ex-wife on all fours and fuck her. It was not until months later I found out you was pregnant with our second daughter. For the early part of the year I continue to see the neighbor wife but as your stomach grew bigger she and her husband decided to call it quits and she left the state. I was still in communication with her husband off and on I want to listen to his stories of his troubled marriage. I had a random one night sex throughout this. With women I would meet up bars nothing of any duration more importance. Then one of my workers that work for me had this girlfriend but she would always talk negatively about, I found her attractive I started flirting with her as I could. Eventually being able to get her back to my place and fucking her. This continued for a while even though she still saw the other guy. This works well that’s as my preferred tendency was not to have a relationship or somebody with me 24/7. Eventually we did end up moving in together once she broke up with her boyfriend. I member one memorable night neighbor’s wife husband invited me to dinner around the time that she had the baby which was a little boy, I was nervous as to why but my girlfriend I went I met him for dinner. I knew he had a gun but still had no idea what he knew about my relationship with his wife. He talked a lot about what was going on in his life and its lack of understanding as to what happened to his marriage, if you suspected he never let on, that dinner was a very nerve-wracking one for me and the last time I ever saw him. As I mentioned earlier my best man went to prison for the seven years and if you remember his wife was at all cranky German woman who did not like me at all. She never treated me well well he was there and always seem very conceited. I would visit him in prison and she would as well. It was a four-hour drive from the city we lived in. We decided the carpal at treble one time and it was very uneventful for the visit was nice. The second time we did a joint trip to visit him it felt slightly different as we drove to visit him, I noticed a slight change in our mannerisms towards me I noticed very slightly if she kept one hand very close to mine as I was driving. Display doubt numerous scenarios in my head knowing that she didn’t like me and if I was reading too much into her body language. We visited my friend and then start our journey back home as it grew late we stopped for dinner and it started to get dark. Again driving I noticed your hand next to mine oh, I eventually reached over and grab your hand as she held mine back. Nothing was said I just continue to drive holding her hand, surely before returning Georgetown I pulled over to rest area unbuckled and leaned in to kiss her. She accepted my kiss I remember she was wearing a gray sweater my hands went beneath the sweater and cuped her breasts, to this day I view this as one of my greatest conquest and most memorable events. I returned to my girlfriend I waited until the next prison visit. The next prison visit we drove was just me holding her hand the entire way, visited my friend I told him that we would come back the next day to visit him. He was very excited to have a two-day visit. She and I got a hotel room and ended up having sex at night again adding more to the excitement of this conquest. She was full of passion which I didn’t expect I was totally submissive. The next day we went to visit her husband in prison but we’re turnrd sround because they did not allow back-to-back visits. I continue to fuck her in the following weeks I was surprised by how submissive she had become. I could just walk into the door for house even as she was late for work and she would drop to her knees and give me a blowjob. Her body was magnificent, but what made it so much more enjoyable was knowing how this was able to come about. I should have found out that I would be going back overseas and and what became a pattern of mine I would ask my girlfriend do you break out or do you go with me. She stated she wanted to go which meant we ended up getting married. All the while I continue to fuck my best friend’s wife until eventually she found another guy she could see full time. I’m a very last trip to visit my buddy in prison I went alone when I got there I could tell he was not happy to see me. He looked at me with disdain and asked me if there was anything I needed to share with him. I can’t say I feel guilty but I will say I felt bad so I told them that she and I had fucked. I literally watched his jaw drop how do you start at me and said she told me you just tried to kiss her. I went on to tell the truth that she and I’ve been fucking for quite a while at it now she was saying someone else and I hadn’t seen her for abit, I told him to take care wished him luck, I left and I never talk or saw him again

I left Europe for training in the states. I went to Alabama and spent a few months there. A coworker and I would hit a local bar and soon he met a woman there asked if I could hang with them…oddly enough the girl hung with her mother and I eventually hooked up with her. She was petite but very much loved getting dick. She was fun for awhile. After leaving Germany Ikept in Contact with the married nurse for awhile. She informed me she was pregnant and hoped we could be together. I did my training there and my an older woman who was a friend of a buddies girl friend. We fucked a few times and I think she just enjoyed younger dick. She loved anal and I was happy to give it to her. When I left there to go to my next assignment I cut sting with the older lady and in a dick move pregnant nurse by not telling her my new assignment. Day one at my new assignment was promising as I walked the bowling alley I asked a female what there was to do in the town. Her response, “drink and get a hotel room”. Bingo, so off we went, we drank and fucked the night away… It was the next day she told me she had just turned 18. I was worried but judt kept on going. We spent a full weekend together in a drunken state. Not too long after u got settled on location I reached to the first pregnant nurse that had my daughter, she had since had another kid and was struggling. I figured what the hell and had her move in with me. We eventually got married and moved into a nice apartment. I ended up with a crazy wacko friend who was also my best man at the wedding. He was married to a a tall spoiled German wife who hated me. He did silly sexual antics with females that I just enjoyed watching. Once as he and I were pool side we had two girls under 18 trying for our attention. They would come out of the pool and adjust their bikinis exposing themselves to us. If we jumped into the pool they would swim next to us and grab our crotches we enjoyed the looking and flirting but we avoided and further interaction. My neighbor became my goal, she was married and again hubby was rarely home. It started innocent enough, I’d go over to watch their cable TV and eventually work my way home. She would sometime fall asleep and with time move closer. One night as I got ready to leave I pressed her against the closed door and made my move. We ended up fucking almost daily and sneaking around as best we could. The marriage was rocky and was starting to become painful for us both, it lasted 6 months. As 2nd wife eventually was leaving, nieghbor woman said she was pregnant and almost certain it was mine. I moved out of the apartments but continued to see the neighbor woman, at the same time I had a growing interest and I married a friend of hers who had the largest breasts I’ve ever seen in my life. One drunken night Waze with my best man I dropped him off at his house following a night of heavy drinking and partying at a local bar and drove to the big breasted woman’s home oh, she let me in and I slept on the couch. The next morning when I went to work I found out that my best man had been arrested that night for attempted rape where are you will eventually do 7 years in a Texas prison. It was at night are the events of that night that led me to stop drinking. That following evening I went back to the big breasted woman home now they will spend the night with her, again I have to say your breast once exposed where the biggest I’ve ever seen in my life and I was in total euphoria. Her husband I just left her eyeshadow small child so she was glad for my company. Funny enough the very next morning never warm up in the apartments came to visit our friend while I was there, luckily I parked a couple houses down so she didn’t notice my car when she knocked on the door and we watch from a window not opening the door. I continue to fuck both women a few more weeks as the year came to an end.

So now, having seen my wife and daughter, nurse girlfriend and daughter leave I am looking again. The morning and the office wife are an amusement only. I find interest in another co worker, this one is is younger and very playful. She enjoy exhibitionism as we fuck she leans out the apartment window topless. Its with her I discover my oral fetish. I constantly have my mouth moving, chewing gum whatever. I live giving oral almost preferred to fucking. I soon Discovery the fact I can’t come during blow jobs. Which most women take on as a challenge. We go hot and heavy for awhile until she realizes I will not offer something permanent. She eventually gets another boyfriend but i persist. She moves back into her room which is located in a bldg behind our hospital. I go and visit her I late at night, finding her door unlocked, I walk I and fuck her nightly. Oddly again we don’t talk before or after, we just fuck. This goes on for weeks until one day the door is locked. She did marry shortly afterwards and seemed happy. Again I look, this time finding a married nurse who is having issues with her husband. He is stationed nearby but far enough away to not bother us. She is insecure and unhappy in her marriage but gladly easily falls for me. We spend a few months together and she falls head over heels in love with me. We enjoy our time as best we can for the short time before I am due to return to the States. One experience during crazy summer rock concert led me and some to visit the wall I spoke of earlier. With friends of mine, we walked the wall area and looked at the prostitutes. One little blonde girl looked at me and asked if I liked what I saw. Telling my friends I did not have a condom- one of them quickly produced one. Game on- she was very sexy and nimble..she was one of the first of many ahead.

It was this year that I went over seas with myself and pregnant wife. I work night in a hospital and enjoyed the time. I found it quite pleasent to commute to and from work through a certain route. Within my town was an area known as “the wall”, which was the area where local prostitutes where located. 34/7, there where women either standing behind window panes or a door ways to get ones attention. I would purposely walk through this route to look and enjoy. It wasn’t until awhile later I would partake of those services.

Continue reading “1983 – the change”

Life returned to a normal routine during this period in time. Nothing stands out as out of a normal relationship beyond my marriage. I continued communication with one of the females from my military training but eventually it ended. I struggled to find myself which lead me to join the military full time. This fact above any that I joined the military is key in who I became and started my sexual addiction life style.